From a little girl I was always VERY interested in everything! I would question and ask my mum but what if this.. but why.. but why cant you see there are possibilities beyond human understanding that society seems a certain way of working to make sense.

I was always very ‘you can’t tell me that as a fact’ at school and would question things in science that people and the teacher would laugh at.. however to me I feel im operating on a different frequency where these thoughts could perhaps be very true and who is to say otherwise.

for example, the time of the so-called ‘big bang’ (not saying for or against) happens and we have dinosaurs natural materials and zero industrialisation. At that time a cavemen could not have comprehended how we live life now and my point here is that we havent hit a point of human understanding.

people seem to follow what they read and what they are told and take it as their own knowledge and pass it on which creates a society to think in a certain way. This is fine!! You can stay on that path or you can endlessly tire your brain like I do!!

I would always say to my mum what if this and she would say oh you think too much into things, we are just here and thats it.

but there is so much to discuss on another level, because why do we go through emotion, life… every different factor down to job roles, different ways of living, society on a whole, diversity, social norms. I feel that I feel people’s situations on a different level, which people say is empath. But is it… am I not in control of everyone ??? Are you not in control of everyone in your world ???

I did English language at A level and I attempted to write a piece on this.. which didnt go well. I completely understood it but again nobody was on my level to understand.

is there any body out there ?????