as an opinionated child, I grew to go to college and lose all confidence. Not wanting to say what I was thinking because I didnt know if it was right, didnt know if people were going to laugh, and that spiralled through my 20s.

I stopped my debating, I stopped thinking for myself and just watched the world and copied or slotted in.

more recently, I had a thought. ‘Why do I trust that that human has the right answer when I am the same species’ and why do I feel like I trusted that answer and took it as my own with amendments.

I have found my opinion again, and im working on not caring about what others think whether its right or wrong as they could be thinking the same thing as me waiting on answer from somebody else to go first.

im hoping that my blogs help me to express my busy brain, and also push myself to become more confident in myself.